Mine eyes were shut
Mine eyes were shut And yet I saw the shining vision gleam; Now that mine eyes are opened, know I not Was it a thought that held me -- or a dream? Long to myself I said -- It will be well, When I can see her, I will tell my pain: Now she is here, what is there left to tell? No griefs remain. Faithless she is to me, and pitiless, Despotic and tyrannical she is, I looked for love, I looked for tenderness, I leant on vain impossibilities. I listened to thy voice that stole to me Across the curtain where thou satst apart, Desire came like a restless ecstasy, A sorcery that fell upon my heart. When I had burst my prison, and was free, I saw no fetters held me, and I found, O Zafar, that these chains that shackle me Are ties of self wherewith my soul is bound. Bahadur Shah Zafar (1875-1862)